Changes, Trials, and Thankfulness

Sometimes I wonder if life is going to slow down or if I'm always going to feel like I can't really relax for a few minutes. Then I laugh. Of course it's not....I'm having a baby in a few months! 

Since we found out at the end of October that baby C is a girl, we have been talking about our sweet Camille Anne nonstop. She is already starting to get clothes in her closet and her bed should be here sometime next week. It's insane. With all the happiness, there have been situations that have caused us some stress.  

Over the last month, our lives have changed a lot...that seems to be a theme for the Curtis' lately. 
1.Will quit working at the company he had been a part of for the past 2 1/2 years. He is working at the local Christian bookstore which has been a blessing to both of us. 
2. We moved....which is zero fun when pregnant and you aren't allowed to lift anything heavy. Luckily, I have the world's most awesome husband who must be Superman. 
3. I had the biopsy done on my thyroid. Everything came back normal and the surgeon just wants me to come back in 6 months for a follow up. 

Through everything that has been happening, I try to stay positive. But, I'm the one in the relationship that worries. Someone has to do it right? There are so many unknowns right now. There are so many things that I cannot change or see coming...and if you know me at all, you know I'm not a fan of surprises. I try really hard to not be "that crazy pregnant lady" that cries all the time, but it seems to be something that I can't control. Between being stressed and hormones...I don't even feel like myself most days. 

People always things could be worse. To those people, I want to throw something at your face....but they are correct. Will and I are blessed. We have a roof over our head. We have a pantry and fridge full of food. We have two pups that adore us. We have all the technology we could need. We are healthy. We both have jobs. We have a healthy growing baby girl that we will be able to love on in just a few months. We have families that support us and take care of us. We have friends that love us and pray for us. Yes. Things could be a lot worse. 

I can honestly say that Will and I have a stronger relationship than we have ever had. I could not imagine going through life with any other partner. The Lord has blessed me with the perfect match. 

Every morning, my mom sends a "Thought for the Day" email. This morning it was simply this verse. It's a verse I've heard my entire life and recited many times...this morning it was exactly what I needed to start my day. "Trust in the Lord with all you hear, and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He shall direct your path." Proverbs 3:5-6

Busy, busy...

The last time I posted on here was over a month ago...my how things have changed! 

First an update on my thyroid...today I went to see the surgeon. He was very friendly and made me feel comfortable from the beginning. He feels there is nothing to worry about, and even if there is something, it is an easy fix. He does want me to have a biopsy done just to see if anything is wrong. I felt relieved immediately...until I looked up the biopsy on the internet. Just thinking about a needle being stuck in my neck over and over makes me feel sick....oh well. The biopsy is scheduled for next Friday, November 3. I feel totally relaxed about the outcome. 

However, the most exciting news will be received tomorrow afternoon. Will and I (along with my mom) will be going to find out if baby Curtis is a boy or girl. Will is completely convinced that it's a girl....I still think boy. One of us will be right....I don't really care who though. I'm just so excited to see our precious baby and know how to start decorating! I'm so ready to share with our family and friends. 

This weekend, I was able to celebrate my sweet Addison's first birthday...I still can't believe my niece is 1! Life is going so fast. Check out some of these pictures...she's a doll. 

 She loves to brush her hair....such a girl!

 She was as excited about her clothes as she was the toys...

LOVED the cupcake!

3 months

Three months ago today, Will and I were married. It honestly seems like a lifetime ago....that's not a bad thing. On June 23, I was focused on our wedding day and looking forward to a relaxing honeymoon. It's amazing how much life has changed in just a few short months. 

It hasn't all been easy. Getting married is a huge adjustment. Even though we had been dating for awhile, I now make every decision based on "we" instead of "me". The minor stuff seems to be the hardest...what colors to paint the house, how to decorate the bedroom, how to organize the kitchen...the list goes on and on. So while we have been busy adjusting to our new life, we are now getting into "parent mode". It's like double adjustment. Many of our conversations include discussions about deductibles, budgets, planning holidays with families...when did we grow up??

This past Wednesday I went for my 12 week appointment. My midwife previously told me that we wouldn't do an ultrasound, just listen to the heartbeat. That is the sweetest sound I have ever heard. I could listen to it all day. It brings tears to my eyes just thinking about it. I can't wait for the day that I get to hold our precious baby and see that sweet face. However, I don't want this time to go by too quickly (I might not be saying the same thing in five months). I will never have another opportunity like this with our child. I will try to cherish every moment of this pregnancy.

The best thing about being pregnant right now is having an awesome husband to share it with. I am blessed with more than I deserve. He works so hard to provide for me and our future family. I am beyond proud of the man he is. He is my best friend, my partner, and the love my life. 

Ok...enough sappy, yucky stuff. Next blog post will be some of the awesome pregnancy questions from my 7th graders. I'm sure they will give me more to add to the list this week. I love my job! :) 

Highs and Lows

The High......Early this morning, my dear sweet friend that I've known since childhood, gave birth to a healthy baby boy! Liam was welcomed into this world by one of the most amazing couples I have ever known. Allison and Kent are true soulmates. If you've ever been around them for just a small amount of time, you know what I'm talking about. He is absolutely adorable and I'm so excited about meeting this precious little miracle very soon! Oh, and it is also her birthday today too...can you top that as a birthday present??

 My friend Ashley sent me this picture when she visited today. He's adorable!

The Low...During my first appointment with my doctor, she was concerned with an area on my thyroid. She sent me to have an ultrasound at the hospital. After not hearing anything for a week, I thought that there was nothing to be concerned with...you know, no news is good news. However, that's not the case. On Wednesday, my doctor called to let me know that the scans had shown something. I have two nodules on the right side of my thyroid, both with blood flow. Not being a medical professional, my first thought was "OMG, I'm going to die." But then I chilled out. Stacy (my midwife) is making me an appointment with a surgeon to determine where to go from here. The logical side of me knows that everything is going to be ok but the soon-to-be-mommy inside of me wants to cry whenever I think about it. It's amazing how my concern has already shifted to worrying about my child instead of myself. I ask that you pray for peace of mind for me. I know that the Lord will take care of us...he always has, and always will. Also pray for Will as he deals with my crazy hormonal changes. :) I honestly, couldn't ask for a better husband. I'm so blessed.

Until next time,

Mindy



First of Many Blogs...

Will and I have had a very interesting few months of marriage! I thought it would be a great idea to document everything as our lives continue changing...and a blog seemed like a great way to do it.

We were married on June 23, 2012. Our wedding was absolutely perfect. We had the ceremony and reception at The Loft in historic downtown Valdosta. It was beautiful and a blast! We were able to celebrate with our family and close friends. I couldn't ask for a better day.

After an awesome first month of marriage...Will and I had a huge surprise...I found out I was pregnant! It was one of the most overwhelming feelings I have every experienced. I am now 10 weeks pregnant and I feel pretty good. No sickness so far (knock on wood)...just exhausted and major heartburn. But I wouldn't trade any of it! I'm due on April 4, 2013!




Baby Curtis at 8 weeks

 I will be updating this blog with all that's happening in our lives. Keep a lookout for the blog that contains pregnancy questions from my students. They are hilarious!